We walked and walked. A short walk, but it felt so long, and so lonely.
It was difficult. Her hands kept slipping from mine. Her repetitive questions of inconfidence kept on flowing out from her mouth. I told her this,"Grab my hand tight." But she never did. Oh God, what should I do?
Until one time,the 3rd of March 2007. We got really lost. At a turn even I do not know of. It wasn't even our path. There, she said to me,"Let go of my hand. Go for other girl."
And the trust i rebuilt out of the broken pieces, this time, shattered irreparably.
Tired. Drained. Exhausted. Simply, numb. I just couldn't feel her anymore. So I answered like I always did,"Yes, dear."
15 comments:
just like that? "yes dear"? no effort to grab her back?
keputusan yang sepatutnya di laksanakan sejak lama dahulu.TAHNIAH.love is not just love[i guess u know what it means right],it's more than that.kenapa perlu bersusah payah hingga ke tahap sebegitu rupa utk mendapatkan 'her love'.sometimes u have to stand up n speak up.although u realize that the end results will hurt someone,at the end of that day u have to make a decision.i mean a really good decision not just for you but for her eventually.yes memang keputusan ni akan membuatkan dia melenting atau tidak [who cares,i don't] tapi inilah sahaja penyelesaian yang harus di buat.
**szakif** said
no effort to grab her back? ......for me kenapa perlu nakkan balik dia.enough is enough.move on with ur life with someone new.cherish her.adore her.appreciate her.
n the MOST important fact u have to know is DON'T EVER REGRET UR DECISION.u control ur own life.
ok luppi,
go out,embrace the world,find urself someone new,love her,cherish her.forget about this whole chapter.start a new chapter.
**szakif**
"her hands kept slipping from mine." understand that.
btw, have u ever felt numb before? really numb.
**razali**
amboi, pjg komen :p
patut dilaksanakan sejak lama dahulu?
couple pun setahun je lah.
and i don't mind trying hard, going through any obstacle, provided that she appreciates me. But in this case, sometimes i felt like a toy. Perhaps, she didn't mean it. Tapi nak buat camane kan? I just felt like i was being toyed. And like she was playing kite, and i'm the kite. Yes, i made my decision. And I don't go back on my words easily.
Move on? Definitely! But finding myself someone new. Haha. That's a no-no! Not till i wanna get married that is.
**luppi**
mesti la panjang...the end of all 'haru-biru' stuff.kena la komen lebih2 skit.
xkisah la couple setahun ke brapa tahun ke, janji keputusan tu sepatutnya dilaksanakan sejak lama dahulu.
yela understood bukan skarang ni nak cari someone new but at the end of the day kna jugak kan?pandai2 la budget masa tu.
kapel setaun? tp kenalnye da lame kan? ala, luppi. ramai lg pompuan yg ati nye murni di luar sane. mc laa kan ade
oh ya btw, terlupe laks. nnt bace a blog kite, i tag u
ha'ah kak, stuju gk, mc laa kan ada huhu mampus kena blasah pas ni lari2
Mak aih... sume komen kroni-kroni je...
love is not easy,huh?its a learning proccess..
~syafiq~
**razali**
aku still tak setuju bhw keputusan tu ptt dilaksanakan sejak lama dulu. huhu.
**moon**
amboi moon, lama tak nampak, bz jaga anak?
haha, tak citer lagi bab camane kenal. tapi tanak citer pun :p
mc laa? huahua.
**nabihah**
ni sorang lagi, mc laa?? pandai ye skrg...sekeh kang..
**awan badai**
welkam2. bdk sains? btech?
**syafiq**
actually, every breath is a learning process, no matter what u're doing.
setelah agak ramai org kecoh dgn kesah "she" ko nih, terpaksa la aku baca...komen, ermmm... aku rasa semua ni experience yg super valueable...use it as a guide in future. lutfi dan beliau, selamat bertabah. Amin
ye bz jage anak.. tmbah cket anak sedara. huhu. sambil2 cr keje kosong. huhu
knape ak terlibat dlm hal ini..uuuu...ak tidak berslah!!
so.. just like this...
i had read this chapter many time.. until now..
i dunno what i feel when i read it.. i dunno who's innocent... but one thing i really want to know from u.. after this one year.. do u still remember her? remember her face?remember her name? remember her heart? do u still contact with her or did "she" had ever contact u? i'm sorry if im bringing back old memories.. but i want u to answer me honestly..
"i'm just a reader.."
plez answer me.. i really really would like 2 know..
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