I Hate Falling In Love

It makes you suffocate,
It makes you lose control over yourself,
It makes your chest hurt inside,
It makes you feel miserable,
When you miss her.

It makes you spend your wealth on her,
It makes you spend your time for her,
It makes you spend your energy on her.
The worst part is,
You do it all gladly with all your heart.

But even worse,
It makes you open up your heart,
It makes you express your long suppressed emotions,
It makes you be you,
It brings out the best in you.
It gets you higher,
And at the same time makes you high.
You can't hide yourself anymore, everybody could see the real you now,
Especially her.

Regardless of everything,
I am indeed falling.
And I am falling deep...
Deeper and deeper each day.
And it's all her fault.
I hate her. I hate her. I hate her.

I own my feelings,
Or my feelings own me?
Dear feelings, have mercy on your master.